Is my relationship behavior normal?

I don't think i'd be able to answer your question properly because i've never dealt with it before. However you seem like you really need an answer so i'd say the only place that would really help you is dating reform. It's a site I use where anyone from anywhere in the world that went through the same experiences/problems as you're going through and had the same questions that you had are able to post their own advice on the topic for other people such as yourself to read. I believe they're even running a contest where whoever posts the most advice and helps the most people earns themselves $500. So you should be able to get some decent help. Check it out hopefully it'll help you with your current questions and any others that you might need help with. The site again is datingreform.c o m